After an eon

I know. It's been a long time.
But in my defence, I have been busy.
With college, with family, with friends.

And I am loving every second of it.
Two months of forced idleness taught me all I need to learn about being lazy.
Never again.

Its been a blessing to be where I am.
God has indeed been good to me.

After almost two months of college, I finally get to do what I love BEST: I get to write.
The sound of the keyboard is ambrosia to my ears.
The release, the flow of words is healing.

A lot has gone on in these past couple of months. But I have come through unscathed.
Whether its apathy or a steel will, I will never know.
What I do know is a deep faith in the ONE who has kept me safe so long.
I haven't been faithful to Him, not one bit.
But He has. I don't deserve it.
His Grace is so infinite.
So marvellous.

Every day I ask myself: Why me? Why am I blessed?
Still I doubt and stand at the edge of His fold.

Will I be accepted?