Amends?

Why is it so difficult to give up something you actually want to give up really badly, but at the same time don't want to?

Confusing, right? This is how I've been feeling about a lot of things in my life lately. Just one way to find out what to do, and that's to ask God. Which I haven;t been able to do cause of all the guilt and what not.

Is the gap too far to be bridged?

Have I run out of rope?

Do I have a chance?

Is it too late to make amends?